MoodPosted by Thomaseron Mon, May 01, 2017 16:31:32
As I told you last time, she got flowers from me.
I think it's safe to say she liked them, like, a lot!
On Friday (the last one, not the next) a friend held a party to celebrate her birthday.
I surprised her by showing up. I had told her that I was pretty sure I couldn't. When I told her it was true, because I didn't know at the time. Anyway, she was happy to see me, and thought it was a good birthday present.
When I left she gave me two hugs. One kinda normal hug, like between good friends I guess. Then I got a second one, maybe a bit longer, it was har to tell, but this time she really sqeezed to the point where I almost had trouble breething.
Does that mean something? Does it mean what I want it to? Am I missing something?
Or am I just hoping for something that will not be?
Guess I'll have to talk to her, 'cause my mind is killing me.
MoodPosted by Thomaseron Tue, April 25, 2017 14:45:19
No, really, it did. Still don't know if we can become more than friends, though.
But her reaction to the flowers I sent her for her birthday was really positive.
A friend of ours is throwing a birthday party for her this weekend, and when I was invited I was pretty sure that I wouldn't be able to make it because of previous plans. Turns out I can make it, so if everything goes well, she'll be (hopefully positively) surprised when I show up.
Also, as I'm typing this the snow is falling outside. It's late April. #GlobalWarming is a #myth. #sarcasm
Don't know if hashtags work here, but why not try, right?
Have a nice day!
MoodPosted by Thomaseron Thu, February 16, 2017 09:34:25
Remember last time when I said it would take a couple of days to feel better?
Yeah, it took a week! And I recognize the feelings from a similar situation from a couple of years ago. You ever seen Sword Art Online? I'd like to have what Kirito and Asuna has; unconditional love. Does that still exist...?
Have a nice day! :)
MoodPosted by Thomaseron Wed, February 17, 2016 09:29:13
For a while now, I've felt quite good. Not exactly happy, but not depressed. More like, on
I've been between neutral and happy. Lately though, I'm more between neutral and sad.
From January, as I mentioned last entry, we have this weight loss challenge at work. So my primary tactic is eating a bit less than before, but most importantly skipping a lot of carbs. I wonder if that messes with my mind...
During fall I ate pretty much what I wanted, and I felt good. I gained weight, but besides from that, I felt good.
The thing is, if it is a "lack" of carbs, I can force myself to feel better. If not, I guess it's back to the meds...
MoodPosted by Thomaseron Mon, September 07, 2015 10:15:54
Haven't written anything here in forever, but this blog is still alive.
I'm paying for this space, so... ;-)
So a couple of weeks ago one of my cousins got married. The reception
was a cosplay party, kind of, so me and my nephew went as L and Light, from Death Note. If you haven't watched that anime I strongly recommend that you do! It's good!
The party was fun, and we stayed late as usual. Problem is that the day after I had
almost zero energy. It wasn't that my body was tired, it was different. Two weeks
later I'm still not back to normal, and I didn't even drink alcohol because I was
the designated driver. It's like a need a reboot to get back on track again.
I have gained some weight this summer though, so that probably doesn't help.
Have to get out again and excersize, and the afternoons and evenings during
the Swedish autumn are a bit chilly and the air is crisp, if it's not raining.
I'm getting off the topic here, so I'm gonna end this with a picture of me and my nephew dressed as L and Light. :)
MoodPosted by Thomaseron Mon, August 18, 2014 06:15:07
So a friend broke up with me this weekend.
Never happened to me before.
He's done some stupid stuff, I've done some stupid stuff.
I did stupid stuff last, though. But I have apologized.
We'll see what happens. Has made me feel like crap from saturday evening
and ongoing since then. I won't have too much time to think about it today though, since it's my first day at work after my four week vacation.
So now comes another four month of IT support. Yay...
Don't get me wrong, it's good to have a job, I'm just tired of helping people... :-\
I could use a real break from that.
Subscribed to my youtube channels yet? ;-)
MoodPosted by Thomaseron Fri, January 17, 2014 07:22:32
Thank you for coming here! :-)
So, yesterday was not a good day for me. Work was alright, so
that wasn't a problem, really. It's just that I had a bad day. Didn't feel
like doing anything really. Just wanted to go home and shut the door
and stay inside by my self for a while.
Sometimes I feel like that. Didn't even want to get out of bed. My boss
thought I overslept, so he was a bit irritated. I have overslept many times
before, so it's understandable. I'm actually lucky that I still have a job.
I could be a world champion in oversleeping.
Anyways, today is a new day, and I'm feeling better, but not great.
Gonna put up a new video on my youtube channel today. Just
need to record and edit it first.
Well, see ya later. :)