MoodPosted by Thomaseron Mon, September 07, 2015 10:15:54
Haven't written anything here in forever, but this blog is still alive.
I'm paying for this space, so... ;-)
So a couple of weeks ago one of my cousins got married. The reception
was a cosplay party, kind of, so me and my nephew went as L and Light, from Death Note. If you haven't watched that anime I strongly recommend that you do! It's good!
The party was fun, and we stayed late as usual. Problem is that the day after I had
almost zero energy. It wasn't that my body was tired, it was different. Two weeks
later I'm still not back to normal, and I didn't even drink alcohol because I was
the designated driver. It's like a need a reboot to get back on track again.
I have gained some weight this summer though, so that probably doesn't help.
Have to get out again and excersize, and the afternoons and evenings during
the Swedish autumn are a bit chilly and the air is crisp, if it's not raining.
I'm getting off the topic here, so I'm gonna end this with a picture of me and my nephew dressed as L and Light. :)
WeightlossPosted by Thomaseron Wed, March 11, 2015 09:11:21
Hello readers. :-)
Thank you for coming here!
So I've been standing in the same spot with my weght like, the last year or so, but
now I've lost 10 kilograms in about two months. Mostly thanks to a competition at work.
We're a group of eight people who are competing for a total of 1600 SEK.
There'll possibly be two winners, cause we keep a protocol of most weight lost in per cent, and most per cent lost between weigh-ins. So it's gonna be exciting!
No, I'm not in the lead, I'm in fifth place right now, I think.
But I'm planning on taking the lead for the remainder of the time.
What I've done to lose weight this time is that I have almost completely
skipped carbs in my diet. It works for me. I do get carbs from milk, and
some other food, so I haven't thrown them away completely. The brain
needs it's carbs! ;-)
But I hardly ever eat pasta, potatoes or rice at the moment, nor any bread.
Step two is to now start to excersize. Walks, and weight lifting is probably
a good combo for me.
On another note, I'm gonna fire up my youtube channel again.
It's been quiet there for too long. Thinking of a gaming series, and
I've got a couple of other ideas as well.
Thanks for reading! :-)
YoutubePosted by Thomaseron Wed, November 19, 2014 10:41:43
I know I haven't posted a new youtube clip in a long while.
I've been busy, and also I haven't been feeling too well...
Also, I'd like to tell you that I have not stopped. My channel will live on, and expand.
Just need to fix some stuff first, so that I can concentrate more on you guys.
Thank you very much for your support and for staying with me.
It really means a lot! :-)
More is coming.
Have a great day! :)
Random stuffPosted by Thomaseron Mon, September 15, 2014 13:18:55
Yeah, so we had elections yesterday.
Did not go as I hoped for. Instead, my fears came true.
SD, the Sweden Democrats, grew to more than double the size of
the last election, and that sucks. I know why many people voted for them, but still!
They are the third biggest party in Sweden now, with 13% of the votes.
The Social Democrats, together with the Environment Party and
the commies got about 45% of the votes.
And that means, that the Alliance lost. The Alliance, that
has been a role model to economists all over the world, got fired!
They took great care of the finances during the world wide recession, and
people thank them by fireing them?
I don't even know how to respond to that!
I'm just trying to digest what happened yesterday, and I fear for what
is to come these four years ahead of us...
MoodPosted by Thomaseron Mon, August 18, 2014 06:15:07
So a friend broke up with me this weekend.
Never happened to me before.
He's done some stupid stuff, I've done some stupid stuff.
I did stupid stuff last, though. But I have apologized.
We'll see what happens. Has made me feel like crap from saturday evening
and ongoing since then. I won't have too much time to think about it today though, since it's my first day at work after my four week vacation.
So now comes another four month of IT support. Yay...
Don't get me wrong, it's good to have a job, I'm just tired of helping people... :-\
I could use a real break from that.
Subscribed to my youtube channels yet? ;-)
WeightlossPosted by Thomaseron Fri, July 11, 2014 08:40:29
So these last few days I've made quite the progress, I think.
I've lost 5 lbs in five days. I think that's a good result. :-)
Two days left... BBQ this evening at my sister's place.
"Vegetables and meat for me, please".
Five days, as I said. I understand why many overweight people, me included,
give up after a while. To lose weight IS hard work. I think you can
compare it to quit smoking, quit drinking or gambling, but with food instead.
The thing is, I love chocolate, and I like crisps/chips, fast food and
other less healthy things, like candy. The problem is beeing strong
enough to not give in to temptation. It's the same thing as when
you try to quit other unhealthy habits.
I bet there are people out there that says; "I can easily avoid candy. How hard can it be?"
Good for you! :-) But I bet you have another thing that you can't stop doing.
Maybe it's gambling, maybe it's excercise, maybe it's sex, I don't know.
Maybe you buy stuff to feel better? It only works for the moment, as with any addiction.
I'm not saying that I'm addicted to beeing fat, but it gives me an emotional
protection. Many people (not all) don't like to date fat people, which gives
fat people the protection I just mentioned. We won't get hurt if no one comes
close to us. But getting hurt is sadly a part of life, and we cannot escape it.
Now, I don't want to get hurt, but I do want a family, and it's a lot easier
if I'm not overweight. That's what's keeping me going now.
I've had some obstacles to overcome for the last eight months
or so, that have held me back. I even gained some weight during the time.
But now I'm back below 300 lbs, and it feels really good!
The most I weighed is about 330 lbs, but as I said, I'm back below 300, and I've
got about 70 lbs more to go.
If you're in the same position as me, keep fighting! You will succeed! :-)
WeightlossPosted by Thomaseron Wed, July 09, 2014 07:18:15
Ok, first of all: I am really sorry about not posting anything here in such a long time.
Haven't come around to do it, partially because I haven't made any progress regarding my weightloss, and partially for other reasons.
Anyway, this last week I have finally come around to use the bicycle I bought a couple of years ago. Yeah, I know, that was fast...
I'm up to about 35 kilometers in total, in this last week, and thats on three runs.
So far, I've lost about 2 kilos, or about 5 pounds, which is nice.
I think I should upload a photo with a before shot, and when it's been a while, I'll post another photo, and then another when I'm done.
What do you think? :-)
Thank you for your patiance, and have a good day! :-)
WeightlossPosted by Thomaseron Tue, March 11, 2014 07:45:37
So I get kind of annoyed with myself...
I go to this health coach, and when I leave, I feel really motivated.
Then, a couple of days later, it's all gone! I don't get it!
Is it because I think it's not possible?
(because it is possible, I've done it before!)
Is it because I think I won't be happy anyway?
Well, it's not a guarantee to be happy when you're thinner, but
for me I think I'd feel better.
Is it because I think that I can eat anything when I start to lose weight?
Not impossible. I've done this before as well...
Is it because I'm afraid to let other people close?
As i write this, this feels like the most right answer.
If I let someone get close to me, all walls are down, no
defenses left. They will know me, and all about me. I will show
that person everthing I am, and I won't hold back on my feelings
for that person. If said person would leave, I'd be devastated.
So staying fat, will keep me safe, emotionally.
But is it worth it...?